Ken X
22-06-2009, 02:28 PM
A long time since I haven't driven out of control...
Night winds, blowing gust by gust, cast chills to my cheeks, run through thin clothes and make somewhat stinging pain in my eyes. I still cannot understand why people cut their arms, what could not be danger to their life, when they're sorrow. Still, I know that kind of self-maltreat would be comfortable.. but at times like this, I just usually make the engine of my motor running full speed. Is it suffering outer pain is easier than inner? So pathetic... I laughed myself.. the one who never loses his calm and cool appearance in front of others.. but when it comes to you, he has been suffered all of this jealous, fearsome, and selfish.
Since our meeting a year ago, you and me always hang on to each others. I wonder, since I never have had an older sister, God has compensated by giving you to me? If it is, I must thank him a lot, because without others, we still live my life, but I'm sure that it would not be so much fun like this. Gradually, your existence has become natural and indispensable with me. That's why I was really cut down when realizing that you're interested in another one. Though it's still too soon and he must pass through many hardships, I still jealous to that guy. Because not like me, he has no limit. In the end, today is the first time, I feel a hatred that... we're relatives. :timvo:
Night winds, blowing gust by gust, cast chills to my cheeks, run through thin clothes and make somewhat stinging pain in my eyes. I still cannot understand why people cut their arms, what could not be danger to their life, when they're sorrow. Still, I know that kind of self-maltreat would be comfortable.. but at times like this, I just usually make the engine of my motor running full speed. Is it suffering outer pain is easier than inner? So pathetic... I laughed myself.. the one who never loses his calm and cool appearance in front of others.. but when it comes to you, he has been suffered all of this jealous, fearsome, and selfish.
Since our meeting a year ago, you and me always hang on to each others. I wonder, since I never have had an older sister, God has compensated by giving you to me? If it is, I must thank him a lot, because without others, we still live my life, but I'm sure that it would not be so much fun like this. Gradually, your existence has become natural and indispensable with me. That's why I was really cut down when realizing that you're interested in another one. Though it's still too soon and he must pass through many hardships, I still jealous to that guy. Because not like me, he has no limit. In the end, today is the first time, I feel a hatred that... we're relatives. :timvo: