I've been missing...

[Seafoam]

I've been missing....you so much !Can't ghet you out of my mind...so sad , so sad....what do i have to do now to ease everything happened between us...don't know what to do....
Everynight seem to be so long...your imagine just goes around me....i feel lost...so much...U know how much you re mean to me?

Oh my darling i love you so , you're mean everything to me....

I'm gonna ghet some sleep , just to be nice tomorrow....life seem so unkind to me...!

[Seri]

I share the same feelings with you V...

[CloudyRiver]

I have once felt the same way you are, V... So I know how it feels like, empty, meaningless, and lonely...
I just wanted to go somewhere far, far away, some place where nothing and nobody would remind me of him... Everywhere I looked, there was always, always something that made me think about him....
People often say: "Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear." For me, it held true... I cried so many nights, and I couldn't sleep. As I closed my eyes, his face and our memories would immediately came to my mind. And they didn't just come across, they came and they stayed there, haunting me...
That's not all... My worst fear was to meet him, or just to see him, 'cause we were going to the same school. I just wished I could have one last kiss, or even just a hug... And I felt so jealous when he talked to some girl. Yet, I couldn't say a thing about it... He was not mine anymore...
It's always easy enough to say, and hard to do... But I hope you'll get over him... some day soon...
Remember, there are many other people who love you...

[Seafoam]

Thanks S and CR !
In true , i knew what i have to do !But i couldn't do it cos my weakness , i couldn't do anything but i just ruin it ,i up setting my sis...the one who trusted me , the one who love me....i brought them down....now i so regret to what i did !I knew i did wrong...But i'll try again to make everything right....try to forget him....
Sometime the memories just drive me crazy cos that love actualy is my first love , and he walked away left me with my heart was breaking...I 've been missing him on every road we been together....ohhh anyway thanks for your encouraging ,sharing...i will try to work it out...best wish to you too..