°❀• Rhythm and Blues •❀°

[Nђạt P[ђ]ai]

Here Am I

To the world, it's bigger and greater than myself.
Not so far in the distance and yet, so much pressure, so many expectations
So many barriers and challenges that throw my way
I have nothing left to offer, nothing, but myself

[Verse]
The road I chose is a lonely road
As I travel by myself, guided by the morning sun
But my journey has just begun.
The peaks and valleys overshadows. Hittens promise for tomorrow

[Chorus]
Still I take the chance to go where no one else will dare to go
With all my heart and all my soul, I risk it all for me to know
This is me; no one else, what you see is what you get
Through my joy, through my pain and through all my regrets
Here am I (here am I) here am I (here am I)
I have nothing but to offer myself (myself). Here am I
Nothing here is what it seems and it feels just like a dream
I can't define just what it means
Fight through my challenges in this league.
Before I was blinded but now I see what it takes to victory.

Still I take the chance to go where no one else will dare to go
With all my heart and all my soul, I risk it all for me to know
Take me for, as I am when I dooo what I can, nothing more, nothing less as I stare as a man
Here am I (here am I) here am I (here am I) here am I (here am I)
I have nothing but to offer myself (myself) here am I

From another side of darkness fall. With every moment I ain't giving it my all
Never again will I be remembering the same
I'm forever changed (I'm forever changed)

[Chorus]
This is me; no one else, what you see is what you get.
Through my joy, through my pain and through all my regrets
Take me for, as I am when I dooo what I can, nothing more, nothing less as I stared as a man
Here am I (here am I)
I have nothing but to offer myself (myself) here am I

Life is simple, it's just not easy. ~Author Unknown-------

[Nђạt P[ђ]ai]

One Heart Missing

Everything feels a little strange
The sun rise doesn't look the same
Watching my perfect world start caving in
I'm having trouble walking around
Can't tell the difference from up and down
And gravity keeps on pulling me away from you
Every word feels like a bullet now
There's no one there to catch my fall yeah yeah

So tell me how is it supposed to end
Cause I have this empty space inside of me
Where I let you in
I can't hear the sound of it beating
It's so hard breathing
I need to believe in love
So tell me how is it supposed to end
With one heart missing

My days feel like a hundred years
I'm so numb I can't feel my fears
Everyone keeps on telling me that this will pass
Now I'm stuck
Stuck here in this lost and found
There's no one there to hear my call yeah yeah

So tell me how is it supposed to end
Cause I have this empty space inside of me
Where I let you in
I can't hear the sound of it beating
It's so hard breathing
I need to believe in love
So tell me how is it supposed to end
With one heart missing

So tell me how is it supposed to end
Cause I have this empty space inside of me
Where I let you in
I can't hear the sound of it beating
It's so hard breathing
I need to believe in love
So tell me how is it supposed to end
With one heart missing

Somebody show me how to love again
Cause I can't find a piece of me that you're in (?)

So tell me how is it supposed to end
I have this empty space inside of me
Where I let you in
So tell me how is it supposed to end
Cause I have this empty space inside of me
Where I let you in
I can't hear the sound of it beating
It's so hard breathing
I need to believe in love
So tell me how is it supposed to end
With one heart missing

So tell me how is it supposed to end
Cause I have this empty space inside of me
Where I let you in
I can't hear the sound of it beating
It's so hard breathing
I need to believe in love
So tell me how is it supposed to end
With one heart missing

Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us. ~Oscar Wilde----

[Nђạt P[ђ]ai]

More Than You Ever Know

I know a lot of years have passed us
But I still love you more than you'll ever know
There was a time I felt it wouldn't last us
And baby how I felt I didn't show
Sometimes I took you for granted
And thought that you would understand it
But through it all we managed to make it through tough times

No, I can't imagine not having you by my side
Everything you are and all you do
I'm still in love with you

More than you'll ever know
Just like the stars in a thousand skies
More than you'll ever know
Deeper than a place where the ocean floor lies
You're still number one in my eyes
Until this day I still get butterflies
Know that I love you more than you will ever know

Sometimes I watch you sleeping
Kiss you and fall in love all over again
In the morning when you're leaving
I start to miss my best friend
You're my better half like a twin
You complete my words when I begin
We don't have to be validated
With love we'll always make it

No, I can't imagine not having you by my side
Everything you are and all you do
I'm still in love with you

More than you'll ever know
Just like the stars in a thousand skies
More than you'll ever know
Deeper than a place where the ocean floor lies
You're still number one in my eyes
Until this day I still get butterflies
Know that I love you more than you will ever know

See I don't never wanna be without you
To me you're one of a kind
You're my everything
Girl you're my sunshine
Know you stood for me,
Behind me through tough times
I'm so glad that you are mine
Knowing you're my ride or die
I love you

More than you'll ever know
Just like the stars in a thousand skies
More than you'll ever know
Deeper than a place where the ocean floor lies
You're still number one in my eyes
Until this day I still get butterflies
Know that I love you more than you will ever know

Did you ever stop to think, and forget to start again? ~A.A. Milne-----

[Nђạt P[ђ]ai]

With A Love Like You

I remember the day when we first got close
It was out on the beach under the warm sun
Just breathing the air there was never a care
Wishing our dreams could be a reality

Now I notice when you touch me it don't feel the same no more
I feel the cold of winter in your hands
How I wish that I could say it
But I don't wanna fall apart
I wish that you could see the true reality

I'm over your eyes
I'm over your touch
And I'm over the promises that you've broken
When you call me at night
With the sound in your voice
And undo the reasons I had for leaving
When I'm out of "I love you"s and I'm out of "Goodbye"s
You know how to hold me and dry my eyes
What should I do with a love like you?

So I keep holding on the best that I can
I'm hoping you'll see the situation
But I don't know how long I can handle the pain
I think it's time to face reality

Cause I notice when you touch me it don't feel the same no more
I felt the cold of winter in your hands
I try to say the words but I can't get to the core
And I wish you could see the true reality

I'm over your eyes
I'm over your touch
And I'm over the promises that you've broken
When you call me at night
With the sound in your voice
And undo the reasons I had for leaving
When I'm out of "I love you"s and I'm out of "Goodbye"s
You know how to hold me and dry my eyes
What should I do with a love like you? (love like you)

First it hurts then it don't
Though my heart says it won't
With a love like you
Boy it's wrong when it's right
I'm stuck in this fight
With myself over you
What am I supposed to do?

I'm over your eyes
I'm over your touch
And I'm over the promises that you've broken
(When you call me at night)
With the sound in your voice
And undo the reasons I had for leaving
When I'm out of "I love you"s and I'm out of "Goodbye"s
You know how to hold me and dry my eyes
What should I do with a love like you?

God can heal a broken heart, but He has to have all the pieces. ~Author Unknown

[Nђạt P[ђ]ai]

Afraid to Fall in Love Again

another cute face with a nice smile
here i go down this road again
yeah, ive been here so many times before
he tells me sweet things and he buys things
he makes me feel so good
but is he really meant for me
am i rushing into things

cuz i refuse to be the typical type of girl
sitting at home, waiting up all night for you
crying on my pillow cuz im so confused

cuz im afraid to fall in love again
dont wanna go through the what ifs
searching for something that i miss
cuz im so afraid to fall in love again
he could be my one true love
hope that i dont mess it up
cuz im so afraid
im so afraid, ohww

you came along so unexpected
but im still trying to get over my ex
stuck in my mind, how you had me thinking, yeahh
you know, looks can be deceiving
i dont wanna be the one to give in
but i gotta give you a chance
cuz i dont wanna miss out on your love

cuz i refuse to be the typical type of girl
sitting at home, waiting up all night for you
crying on my pillow cuz im so confused

cuz im afraid to fall in love again
dont wanna go through the what ifs
searching for something that i miss
cuz im so afraid to fall in love again
he could be my one true love
hope that i dont mess it up
cuz im so afraid

gotta get past all of my fear
so i can finally get love
dont wanna make you suffer
becuz i cant give up
my past has brought me so much pain
but baby with you i know its not gonna be the same

hey, yeahh
im so afraid
im so afraid, heyy

cuz im afraid to fall in love again
dont wanna go through the what ifs
searching for something that i miss
cuz im so afraid to fall in love again
he could be my one true love
hope that i dont mess it up
cuz im so afraid
im so afraid, ohww

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When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead keep your head up high and gaze into heaven for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal. ~Author Unknown

[Nђạt P[ђ]ai]

On Rain Day

Girl I know that it's been so long
And I admit that I was wrong
The one at fault was me
But I can't seem to run away
Thinking 'bout it every day
I can't forget these memories

Though I shouldn't be surprised
There's teardrops forming in my eyes
Why did I
Sit there and watch you walk away
I thought that time would help me heal
All this pain I have to feel
But I'll always remember the days

When the rain starts falling
You are here with me
Through the night you are all I see
But as I come closer
You would disappear
So I know that you were never really here

Although I have tried so hard
You had to leave me in the dark
Now we are
Strangers a thousand miles apart
I thought these rainy nights would flush
All these memories of us
But I'll always remember because

When the rain starts falling
You are by my side
And I'm left with no place to hide
All the pain I suffered
Never goes away
I'm reminded of you on the rainy days

I just don't know
How we just fell apart so suddenly
Now there's nowhere in your heart for me
I know that it's my fault I was
So blinded from this pride
Now I'm left here alone in the night
biga oneun nal-en nareul chajawa
bameul saeweo gwireop hida
biga geuchyeogamyeon neodo ddaraseo
seoseo-hi jogeumsshik geuchyeogagettji

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Don't worry about losing. If it is right, it happens - The Main thing is not to hurry. Nothing good gets away. ~John Steinbeck

[Nђạt P[ђ]ai]

Wait 4 Ever

It's amazing, I feel like I can fly
Cuz with you by my side, I feel like we can conquer the world
I can swallow my pride and admit that I've fallen in love
Feels like you came through and stole a piece of my heart
But I don't want it back no you can keep that part
And girl I mean it
Cuz nobody's ever made me feel like this before, no

Normally I'd be scared to fall in love
But today is a different day
I feel like I finally found the one
And with you, I can't wait 4 forever ever yeah
And wait you I can't wait 4 forever ever yeah
And with you I can't wait

A real man
That's what you made out the boy I used to be
I'm maturing
Finally thinking about more than just me
It feels like you're more than just my lover and my friend
But you're like a teacher in a course I've never been in
It's the school of love
And I wouldn't wanna learn with anybody but you baby

Normally I'd be scared to fall in love
But today is a different day
I feel like I finally found the one
And with you, I can't wait 4 forever ever yeah
And wait you I can't wait 4 forever ever yeah
And with you I can't wait

I, don't know what you've done
Changed my perception on love
And now all I know is dead and gone
And with you I just want forever and a day
And I just wanna say

Normally I'd be scared to fall in love
But today is a different day
I feel like I finally found the one
And with you, I can't wait 4 forever ever yeah
And wait you I can't wait 4 forever ever yeah
And with you I can't wait

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Love doesn't sit there like a stone, it has to be made, like bread; remade all of the time, made new. ~Ursula K. Le Guin