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"just when i decide to get close to him, i realize it's all or nothing."

"just when you decide to get close to a certain guy.. suddenly another guy's there to make you breakfast."


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"even my horoscope's telling me i should write down my dreams."

"if i had a dream diary, i wouldnt dare show it even to my soulmate. it'd be full of disgusting stuff from my constant nightmares, like unendingly growing armpit hair or something. no even if we're completely committed, im so not showing!!"

"let me read it first, you know, like getting an approval for the content. if *im* approved of it, the whole world wont say a word against you."

"thanks, but no thanks. and are you indirectly indicating that you'd like to try out for the position?"

"to be your soulmate?? hah!! i wouldnt deny the opportunity, but sorry noone's even sure if you have a soul."

"thanks, dear. thanks! its not every day people lowered you down to animal standard!!"


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"why are you here?"

"i feel like!"

"just say you wanted to come with me."

"no i just wanted to do something positive about our city's suicide rate!"

"haha, do i look suicidal to you?"

"thats why im here to make sure you do! ^_____^"


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Luckily that somebody can never ever find it : ) )

Dear Quang!

I don't know why but that seems to me I liked you. Your picture appear most of my time. I can't do any good things without think about you. Each day passed it killing my self. Everytime when I login in facebook the first thing I always do is look at your facebook and read everything you wrote on your wall. All your question made me confused such as "Do you remember when..?"; "How do you feel?". I really want to find out who are you asking for, including me or not, I don't know. Especially when you use a special love poem in your status that almost made me scared and worried as well. I'm afraid you are falling in love with other girls and she isn't me. Thats enough for me, I don't know how to do it as seems to me that I got lost and I can't find the right way to go. >_< I given up because I'm too tired up to now.

Trích:

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y.a.n.n.tam: hahahahahahahhaah
y.a.n.n.tam: we are going to party on 3rd of MAY!
y.a.n.n.tam: the whole night baby

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the only thing thats keeping me sane.. -________-"

There're so many things inside my head now..memory of past, imagination of future, lost feeling, free will...
is that end begins a new journey?

goodbyes are sad, but we say them so we move on. ^________^

11:38 pm 4/28/2010-CA,USA
" Think of it as God's decision to bring His child back to heaven, away from the bitterness of human life." I really wanted to punch them in the face after listening to THAT kind of condolences. For what GODDDD would take away a living soul and bring it to the so-called 'wonderland:" Heaven. What kind of God would 'SPARE' a person from struggling in our chaotic world when he/she did not ask to be spared.

By no mean to disrespect their religion, I'm just irritated by the way people view life too RELIGIOUSLY. It is as if a catastrophe is God's anger upon us; OH PLEASE. Ed did not choose to die, he couldn't have !!!! before he died, Ed was recovering from that deadly illness, though slowly, he had never given up. That's probably why his death was such a shock to me. It's best to say that I was in denial, for I still kept an optimistic smile for him on my face that whole day.

I won't be able to attend his funeral tomorrow, but on the day for his cremation , I will be there; I have to. Ba Mẹ have always thought I was too emotional, that's why I did not want to go to the funeral; I would cry. Speaking of which, I'd better stop jotting down these things, I'll start tearing up again. GOSH >_<

Tired and sleepy...................