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I know a lot of reason why this happening - I learned my mistake but I don't know how to fix it, basically I have no idea how to get back to normal. But I don't think there's a chance, not anymore! [What you done to people - It's what you deserve.]
Not surprise... I'm not good at keep a real relationship - I'll out of hood - I'll let you breath - won't bother you anymore !
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Not much to said...
Such a difficult life - make people to ended up everything!... Thanks for "those times" !
the point about life is that you have to live like you're dying..
so the point of the point is threatening that the point is becoming pointless.
so basically there's no point..
yes, exactly my point!!!
:so_funny:
It's a long time since I wrote anything so it's difficult for me to start writing this diary. Time is going by too fast but I can't sleep and don't know what I wanna talk about.
Today I revealed my secret and had an unexpected situation. Everything can happen and I haven't prepared before. I have to say that now I don’t know if I made a right or wrong decision. Cá [bro] asked me he always says NO even he has to tell lies. But I told him that I really regret when I don’t say that or attempt to lie. So …. I told the truth though I was not allowed to tell about that again… And then it makes me really confused.
Do you know that I always keep a safe distance from you? I realized that there were a few places and something I shouldn't know better. If only I could use photoshop to delete all bad memories. I wanna stop this hurt inside. I know that something wrong with you. However, I believe you’re gonna be okay. I promise you won't be trouble with me anymore. I wish you would be happy in love. I dont want to see whatever makes you sad. I will never forgive myself if I hurt you and anybody who love you.
No matter how far I may go. No matter what I do and wherever you are… I'll never forget all the times we had a happy time together …and in my thoughts, you'll always be there.
Sometimes we should do something crazy. And maybe that is the way to make u feel happy, feel like who u are, and what u have to do..
I found myself, found my friend, and forgot pain, because I did a stupid thing. But it 's use, right?
So I hope everyone will find themselves and walk through the dark to see sunlight ^^
I've learned a lot of lessons
In the short time I have lived
I've learned how to appreciate
And I've learned how to give
But in these past few months
There's two I'll remember most
I've learned how to love
And I've learned to let go
You entered my life with such a force
And left it with one as strong
And though we tried to make it last
We both knew it wouldn't be long
I lie at night and think about
How I'm the one to blame
If only I would have trusted you
I could have missed this pain
And so I spent each day of my life
With my heart in pieces
And when I thought it could never be cured
Something happened... I expected it least
I guess my soul was all cried out
And it was tired of being used
And even though I know I'm guilty
I was tired of being accused
And so I've learned to end this
Without an urge to cry
These are my final words to you
"I love you and goodbye!"
sorry darling, but your eyes don't match the color of my shoes..
best break-up line.. :so_funny:
and please, just because you're a tiny bit smarter than somebody, doesn't mean you acquired the right to act like everyone in this whole wide world is stupid!!
well maybe they are.. myself included, but heard of niceness?? it wouldn't hurt to trade some of those IQ points of yours for a little EQ you know?? that could probably help you gain a grain of tactfulness and in the process change you into something that resembles human!!!
It hurts me bad when I know and think of what 's happening around me.
Feel difficult to keep the tears inside.
Everybody seems to be crazy, disapointed... Me,2!
How hard these days are!!!
Why don't I feel love? Why don't I feel pain? It's like time has stopped for me, like my heart has frozen.
Well, I'm not complaining, really not complaining... But it's a huge pain in the a** to write without emotions. :so_funny::so_funny:
Hah, now I want it to be lame. How ironic.