The first is a bit shocked. And now why its so boring?
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The first is a bit shocked. And now why its so boring?
And we will find each other again.
Sure! :)
hello diary, long time no see ^^, I'm so confused now. I'm lazy, don't wanna think anything else. Despite getting the goal, I wonder whether it will be another obstacle that I have to pass or not...So worry! anw, I have to try a lot, to live better, to study better. It will be a new world and "new me" ^^
p.s: little girl, you can do it, just don't stop, believe in you. TRY YOUR BEST!
The way i acted at dinner last night was so bad ...he was so tensed up, but he tried to keep it in, held it down so he wouldn't do or say anything that he'll regret. After that everything went so fine, especially the movie "Killers" ...i would recommend it to anyone. It's the romance comedy/ Action type of movie, so he and i are both liked it, or should i say "loved it". Can't wait till tomorrow so we can tell everyone about the plan of going on a trip together 'as a whole group' ...it'll be fun, i so know it... ooooh can't waittttttttttttttttttttttttttttt :ahah:
Shit shit shit shit :|
Damn it n-(
I will kill you-my enemy
So it's been three years already; I'm in awe at how time flies....
He bought me a cake this year, a vanilla cake with white whipped cream, leaves of dark chocolate, and a message: Love to be loved by you. He recorded himself lighting the whimsy candles planted on his room floor in a heart shape; it was just too darn cute.
It makes me realize that I've fallen hard.. not just for him, but also for each and every silly little thing that he has done for me.
He's such a charming young man who is... well... still a bit immature, yet I know for sure that he has a kind heart. I swear to stand by him, because I believe in what he can do. I dare not to say that I will end up marrying the guy, but I sure hope that I will.
17-6-2010
I can not explain what is going on in my heart. I'm confused and a litter bit regretable. I'm scared when I think that I fall in love with hịm and I damn myself. Why I always love someone enven I know that he will never belongs to me. I'm stupid, right?
I remembered the time when just he and I go to school, each lessson only us study together. I remembered the time when he sat next to me when we talked to each other. Thats annoyed whenever I heard he and his girl friend are talking in the class. At that time I don't know how to do without smile with my self. TT_TT